I must be completely crazy. stupid in fact & desperate for a second chance to meet an old friend.
instead i was catfished. I would say again because that does rhyme-but honestly geez, this was
only the very first time.
I thought he sounded like you.But I was being played like a crazy stupid violin.
He was not you at all. It was only wishful thinking on my part.
Lucky for me i did not give out any personal information.
Lucky for me, I was able to hang on to doubt.
I knew the real you
will never reach out to me-
to try to make a dumb friendship work out.
I’m just surprised at how naive i was.
I wanted to believe he was you
and i miss you so much-
why do i even bother?
I have not even really been a part of your life
for the past 21 years…
it might be nice
if I could really believe?
that somehow, somewhere deep inside of you,
you missed me too?
and we could go back to being
acquaintances at least.
But I do not think that is rational
for me to really believe.
And now I feel stupid and naive
that i was actually dumb enough to believe
that you would forgive me
and to try to reach me???