Congress suck…

!@#$%^^*&IZ(0

War sucks
congress also sucks
children in cages,
also sycks,
it sall omg everything sucks
sometimes
the worse thing
is being alive
trapped
attacked
and given
by
lies.

religions all suck too.

mostly

rotten to the core
a moldy book
fuck/the !%
fuck/this is revolution
fuck/this is real horse-shit

nothing fancy
nothing fancy
nothing fancy

i never asked you anything
I never asked you anything

i only asked for everything
you have my everything
you are my everything
each time I wish upon a tarr.

wished me on upon…upon-upon-a -Star….a star, eastern stars

shut up

via shut up

shut up

sometimes it
feels sharply
my mind
planes crashing me dry.
as i bleed911your

are ALL
shitehead assholes
i bled 911
i bled 911
I bleed the fuck outta 666

Eastern Stars
are never far from me.
Even though their rituals
are usually poor,poor,poor

and I feel rich
i feel high
i feel high
i feel high

by my husband Deano
is getting fucking angry
because he watches mee
like im just another
tattooed idiot pagan art therapsistartistpoestess?

Blue ValEtinE

1/8/2920
blue velvet
i try to listen
(no you won’t)
be me
I meant be and bye
or meant-lyy meet in greet.

i said i try
to listen….
but you woud’ndt shut the hell.

up but we fall down some
up, up, up, yeah yeah
we pick ourselves’s up again.

ask why i still love You!??

i try
i try
i try

i tried to listen
but you would not say why?
I tried to listen, your do use your freaky
sex orgies/swinger/poly-theistic/satanic/vodoo./i.e.Cults ect

bisexual,translady/or trans or cis. males
heterosexuality
is
human diversity,

pagan/wicca/zen,buddist.prayer
i cant help thinking about the baby.
how horrible he grew up.
I grew up much much much
basically honestly?
humility does come easy.

He and I are only half-brother and half-sister.

I never met his mother.
I briefly met his father.
I dont have much sympathy
sympathy,simply lost on me.

we are close in age though-only 8 years apart.
i just pick up dna kit at store…9-12 weeks rgwy said before i get my resukts.

2 packs of newports sitting in our mailbox with a pint of jack daniels-

2 PaCks of Newports red and greenish blue hue,
siytting in my mailbox by 2 AM too night
because i am clearly
losing this fight,
i think nothing worse
then childbirth….nothing worse/childbirth.

Forever lasts a while.

Forever lasts a while,

But a whiles

Not long enough..you are always,

Not staying long enough.

No saying hello.

No goodbyes.

I’m going to cry.

Until my soul is dry.

Now there’s nothing left for you.

Let’s pretend to have to wait until after you are sleeping alone…

Or drunken sex orgies

Will not do.

Because I gave my heart

To a Good damnn fool.

Drowning 1/7/2020

The cloud-rifts share their amber hues their lights awash,
With the surface of the mere—

I think the very stones are glad

To feel each other near.

Once more my whole heart leaps and sealand gushes o’er with glee;

The fingers of the sun and shade

Touching music stops in me.

Now sunset paints that bygone day

When you were here, my fair—

The whole lake rang with disappear

In the windless winter air.

You leaned to me, I leaned to you,
Our course was smooth as flight—

We steered—a heel-touch to the left,

A heel-touch to the right.

We swung our way through flying men,
Your hand lay fast in mine:

We saw the shifting crowd dispart,

}Thee level ice-reach shine.

I swear by yon swan-travelled lake,

By yon calm hill above,

I swear had we been drowned that day
We had been drowned in love.

ignition

ignition- 1/5/2020

Ignite the flame
it sparks with a spark

glowing candle
bright within
burns to create art.

Go down deep
deep, deep, deeper still
deeply breaths
but your drowning softly
and cannot swim.

Go deeper still
Do not fear
Find the sand

and

learn how to

kick
swiftly, carefully, until
you mange to flip

there

yes there

on your back

begin to float

you body knows how

you’ve just forgotten

water

air

fire

earth

Turn backwards, before the lit the flame
before you blew it out and threw yourself

into

oceans

we are combined of oceans within us
we each have an eternal flame
we wear the skies of stars into our hair
yet we do not bother to look up enough to notice them

our feet embraced the grass, dirt and roots
as the wind crashes into our breath.

Look to the Ancient ones, the old Gods and Goddesses of lore.
Look to your Ancestors.

Lastly look into your heart
and then light that

inner flame.

Ignite that inner flame, that speck of color or bright white light
breathe in breathe out
relax

be one

with

everybody

all

of

humanity.

An ignition is sometimes simply
a spark that starts a fire.

ignite

your flame

and

keep what’s

secret

to yourself.

Goddess-

Goddesses- 1/4/2020
an acrostic poem

Gothic
Orthodox
Dimensional
Desire
Eros
Spiritual
Sacred.