black buttons

10/30/2020

velveteen rabbit

black button eyes

two handsome groomsmen

black button ties

vows taken

away from me on this day

a bride a wife a happy life

an excerpt read from the velveteen rabbit

as we took our vows

i would promise to love you forever

as you learned how to become real with me

and i real with you too.

we might fight. we might forget. but we never quit.

black buttons today and tomorrow too.

for me and for you.

wrong postal code

10/30/2020

She died too young

He died too old

now theyre both n the wrong postal code.

Shes jamming to music dancing barefoot in Heavens gardens

he is doubting every mistake hes made

as the days gets hotter

Eternity doesnt last much longer

theyre in the wrong postal code.

love wasnt made for this

love wasnt made for this

love wasnt made for this.

divorce

d epression

i ndidual

v ictory

o rgy

r esrless

c elbrate

e nvy

roasted potaztoest home

go to hell and

heaven too.

sing me a song

sing me too sleep

leave us alone

im staying here at home.

baby, baby, baby

finally.

come to our house

i promised a good thyme.

coffee and cigarettes blues

10/09/2020

zoon out

zoo m in

echo halls

some sort of idiot

art

stick to the

start.

stick up to my heart.

fuck you

10-6-2020

fuck my doctors

fuck the hospitals

fuck my husband

and fuck you too

because im not going anywhere anymore.

and you can suspect

and you can lift

you can call it folklore

bur im not going any mote

you can call it all

mythology

call me evil

but you mispoke.

disco freakshow-

disco freakshow-9-29-20

dont turn around

disco freakshow,

burn to the ground,

into thick ash.

cigarettes, coffee.butterfly kisses.

dont turn around

no because im pyscho

just because i care alot.

six hours of sleep

and some kind of idiot at the start.

forgotten lives

fallen grace

disco freakshow.

higher

higher 9/29/2020

i feel so much higher

like a tiger

or a forest fighter.

the earth embraces its own axis

the stars embrace the sun.

each and everyday

we don’t become undone.

i feel so much higher,

like a forest fighter.

flourish

Flourish- 6/20/2020

Walking tall
these summer wildflowers
sprouting small
yet growing devine
every single day
a new hourglass
of growth
waiting on the wildflowers
to just walk tall and bare their arms and limbs
into pastels of petals
just open their wings
to the butterflies
Walking tall
these summer wildflowers.

I do

I do- 6/20/2020

The daily grind
the time we’ve spent
ever since we first met
this everyday romance
a situation created by chance,
the love we share
the ways you care
always by my side
forever we decide
to spend together.

It’s in the touch of your hand.
It’s in the stare of your eyes.
It’s in the vows and wedding band.
It’s in the little things you do.
It’s this romance I have with you.

It means so much
every single touch

It’s in the daily grind

It’s in all of the time

together

forever.