I’ve been lost…

I’ve been lost…

among my mood-swings

among my Mania and Depression

I’ve been lost…

among bottles of prescriptions

and the hum-drum drag of stability.

I stopped somewhere and forgot

the pulsing throbbing desire

to write words down

into the slip of a



I’ve been lost…

among blank empty pages

blank whiten unpainted canvases

and the ever growing lonely mess

of my soul.

I’ve been lost…

will I ever come back?


but right now I just don’t know.