my smashing mind.
There is the world that
I have built of an insane asylum-inside my head.
Then there is the “other”- “Real World”.
these two places do not often,
co-exist very well.
Somedays, I get lost in the translation.
My crazy self, jumps into
the world of reality foolish and blindly.
She peers out for a second or moment-
here nor there….tearing a patch of the fabric
that holds me altogether.
And then worlds collide.
When I am sane-relatively speaking-all
of the sudden I do something
out of whack and crazy.
It’s not an episode-rather a symptom.
I suffer from some strange and
Or worse, I get fearful and defensive,
and I have no idea why.
I just knew that somewhere,
two worlds have collided,