Lover of Mine-
We have stood the test of time.
Every so often i get a little,
crazy or manic or lose my mind,
then I leave it all behind.
I leave you, and you are my Family,
Oh. Lover, Lover,Lover of mine.
I always do comeback to you in the end,
after my head’s been re-screwed on tight.
after we stop having the ugly, stupid fight-
It is always ugly, dumb and stupid- i regret saying
whatever i unleashed upon you to hurt you.
I immediately know I am wrong,
but simply cannot control myself or help it,
as I am in the middle of crazy-town, again, and am so very wrong.
confused about you, me, and “us”
confused about life-
about marriage and being husband and wife.
Oh Lover, Sweet Lover, Amazing Lover of mine.
Ever so often, I put your love to the test…
and I see how much it hurts you and i know how much it hurts me….
But something back in my head kinda snaps,
and I run away from home,
as if i am under attack.
very defensive, borderline paranoid, very confused,
not getting sleep, right about then is the time,
I will pack my bags and run,
towards the noon-day Sun.
You never forget-but you always forgive,
sweet Lover, oh my Lover, Sweet Husband, wonderful lover-