feeling slightly hung over,
only problem is;
i got 5 years sober-almost 6.
i certainly was not boozing it up
last night or even yesterday.
still i feel like crap,
the kind of crap you feel-
when you murder an entire bottle
of merlot, and puke your guts out the rest of the evening and morning.
of a hung over migraine,
due to the fact that quite clearly-
you goofed somehow, opps!
but this is no hangover,
its sinus trouble.
when i awoke my eyes were crying,
i was not even sad,
they were watering up like
My nasal passages are
so damn congested if i blow
my nose, even if i blow, my brains out,
nothings left on my kleenex-not
even a disgusting tell-tale
nothing, nada, zip.
I’ve been self-medicating with generic benedyrl
and prescription pain meds.
I have not been able to even eat food all day-
complete total loss of appetite.Which commonsense-talk dictates,
the fact that barely no food=low blood sugar=BFH
(big fucking headache.)
but how can you eat when your mind keeps
lying and telling you that
your not even hungry.
this headache blows!
it sucks so bad,
its actually making me grumpy and